Metamorphisis

Metamorphosis is a biological process by which an animal physically develops after birth or hatching, involving a conspicuous and relatively abrupt change in the animal's form or structure through cell growth and differentiation..
--Source Wikipedia



Metamorphisis is a the transformation of oneself to idea of himself.
--me

Where are my true feelings? Where are my dreams?
Where am I? Where are all of them?
Why am I not me? Or is it I can’t be me? Or may be I have lost myself somewhere, somewhere along the way.
I have metamorphosed into this person I don’t recognise when I am in closet away from the prying eyes, always ready to judge me.
I have metamorphosed into somebody’s idea of me. Every second , every minute that person has changed I have metamorphosed.
Is this me writing because I am not happy with what I have become . Or is it the revolt brewing in the closet, only time will tell.
--i think its me

Her...

Damm!....she still is the most gorgeus woman i have ever known.... Ran into her the other day. The talk didnt go beyond hi..hello.... wats up with life..... Inside i was like how about a cup of coffee?... i should have asked..... who knows lightning would have just striked..... few minutes with her were enough to for those old wounds to resurface.......
We use to have a a great time, just hanging around....... She was my uptown girl.... the one........ there was a time hearing her voice would make me skip a heart beat...... i was what some body would call "guys kinda guy"....... always in, for a good time with "guys"....... ask me to gather 20 people for cricket or soccer and i would work my magic....... now i cant help but sometimes regret those times, which for some reason then were the most important things in my life ..... finally when i decided to do something about it her boat had already sailed, with little help from me to get it off the sand ............................ what was i thinking..... it would have been as simple as "wanna catch a movie?"....... we did see some movies together but i was busy messin with my "guys"........ all i did was see her sail away until couldnt see her anymore......
I look back and wonder what if.....what if?? thats whats remaining.......